The best questions ever

The Best Questions Ever.

• 1: Apart from tumblr, what do you like to do in your spare time? I like to read, a lot, and watch series. I also enjoy surfing the internet and listen to crap music.
• 2: Name a favorite of each: food, drink, color. hum... this one is difficult. Food: pizza or macdonalds? lol Drink: coke. Color: this one is always changing... orange, ocean blue, black...
• 3: If you married rich and your spouse gave you $100,000 a week, what would you spend it on? I know I'm always saying that I will marry a rich guy and make him work for me; but I'm not sure how Ok I would be if he gave me money like... whut? I can work too you know lol But anyway, I would travel as much as I could and go to concerts/festivals!
• 4: Name a favorite of each: book, movie, tv show. Book: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Movie: Love Actually and Nothing Hill. Tv Show: Vampire Diaries & Hart of Dixie
• 5: If you were given the opportunity to spend 48 hours with absolutely anyone (living or dead), who would you spend it with and what would you do? omg. Idk... with Gustav and I would make him talk every second of the day until I got bored of it hah Don't judge me!
• 6: Name a LEAST favorite of each: food, drink, color. Food: probably some type of fish; I only enjoy salmon and cod sometimes hah Drink: Peach Nectar ewew Color: probably red
• 7: What do you spend most of your money on? ahm... trips I think and clothes too.
• 8: What kind of underwear do you prefer wearing? underwear lol
• 9: Name a LEAST favorite of each: book, movie, tv show. ahm, this one is difficult... Idk. There was one book I bought months ago that I tried to read but it was so bad that I couldn't finish it lol don't remember the name tho. Movie: Lord of the rings, yes yes, shame on me. Tv Show: ahm...I like them all probably lol
• 10: If you were sat on a plane beside your favorite celebrity, what would you do? I would get all excited but I wouldn't show it and I would probably just stare and droll over. BUT I like to think that if I ever had that opportunity I would at least ask him how he was doing and express how much I enjoyed their music and stuff... yeah.
• 11: What is the strangest thing you have in your room? (You are not allowed to explain why you own it.) ahm, Idk. I don't think I have anything that weird.
• 12: What is a weird habit you have, or people have told you have. (Weird, not bad. No nail biting or any of that nonsense.) (I don't do nail biting that's disgusting!! hah) I smile at my laptop a lot? lol. I... Idk. I don't recall people telling me I had a weird habit. I space out quite a lot tho and I have a lot of mood swings opsie
• 13: What would you consider to be the biggest insult to yourself? Hum... If people called me selfish because I may have a lot of flaws but selflessness is not one of them.
• 14: What are five things you absolutely have to have in your dream house? A big bed, large windows, lounge sofas, walk in closet and a big bathroom. lol 
• 15: If you could be reincarnated as any animal, which would you chose and why? Cat, please. Because they're independent and extremely cute. I looove cats! but I would also like to be a dolphin or any other ocean creature because I love water.
• 16: Which band (current or past) would you want to go on tour* with? (*Travel with, not preform with.) Aw, this one is difficult, specially today, so I'm going to just shut up and keep the answer to myself.
• 17: Name a favorite of each: band, album, song. Band: Tokio Hotel. Album: Ed Sheeran's + Song: Fake a Smile - Radford.
• 18: Why is your favorite band your favorite? Because they are. lol No, really, long story short, they gave me what any other band couldn't ever give me and above all they showed me how right it was to fight for my dreams. It's ok to be ourselves even when everyone is judging us for it; They helped me in the worst time of my life and thanks to them I have amazing friends today .
• 19: How many concerts have you attended? Which was your favorite? Least favorite? If none, who do you want to see live the most? I don't know. My favorite concert wasn't really a concert, more like a sound check hahah 20.02.2010 
• 20: What is one of your favorite song lyrics? (Who is it by?) "Have you ever needed someone else and the feeling never fades; have you ever had it pulled away from you till there was nothing left to take cuz it's too late to say your sorry it's too late to understand all the times you made me worry all the time that I tried to fake a smile" Radford
• 21: Who do you ship? Wooo This one is difficult because I can't stay here all night writing my ships down lol I'm a slash shipper.
• 22: What band merch do you own? If any, whose is it and when did you get it? If none, whose do you wish you owned? Tokio Hotel. I have all their DVD's and most of their CD's I got them at Fnac? lol I also got a hat for some awkward reason (lets blame my fangirl moments) and that's it I guess...
• 23: How did you learn of the band that is currently your favorite? My best friend actually saw them on TV before and showed me - my first reaction was a standard one "Is that a guy or a girl?" but after that I just went on the internet and started watching interviews and stuff like that. They grew on me pretty fast because I needed something to take my mind off things.
• 24: What celebrity do you idolize the most? I don't idolize any, If I start to I make sure to search for their flaws lol because no one is perfect.
• 25: Which member from which band would you most want to lather in nutella? Oh god, I can't answer this one without making a fool of myself.

16.03.2008

It's been 4 years ♥

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filtro?

Às vezes pergunto-me se dizer tudo aquilo que nos vem à cabeça é bom ou mau, mas depois vejo-me diante de situações em que as pessoas não pensam nem durante um segundo naquilo que dizem e tenho a confirmação que, de facto, ter filtro é bastante positivo. 

Por natureza penso bastante, tanto que por vezes fico cansada só de o fazer, mas digo pouco aquilo que penso porque, sinceramente, na maior parte das vezes não interessa a ninguém e, outras vezes não tenho qualquer paciência para o fazer. Então, quando me vejo diante de pessoas que dizem toda a merda que lhes passa pela cabeça fico um bocado irritada - a sério que é necessário despejar tudo o que vos passa pela mente? Especialmente quando são comentários despropositados que ninguém pediu e em nada vão contribuir para a minha felicidade ou tristeza. A sério... eu compreendo que tenham alto ego e achem que tudo o que dizem é altamente e extremamente inteligente, mas acreditem que não é, e que a maioria das vezes passam por ridículos sem necessidade nenhuma.

promises are made to keep

Hoje - às oito da manhã - tive o flashback mais estranho de toda a minha vida. Não faço ideia de onde surgiu ou porque surgiu, só sei que acordei às oito da manhã e como tinha ficado acordada até às quatro da manhã a ver uma coisa acabei por decidir não me levantar sequer, a ideia era virar-me e adormecer, mas minha mente teve outros planos e fez-me quase que reviver alguns momentos pelos quais passei à 4 anos atrás. 

Eram oito da manhã e estava eu estendida na minha cama a olhar para o tecto mas sem o realmente ver, enquanto deixava que os meus pensamentos sobrevoassem a minha mente como se fosse a coisa mais normal para se fazer àquela hora da manhã. Relembrei-me, com a lágrima no olho, de todos os momentos difíceis e dolorosos pelos quais passei e de como difícil era acordar todos os dias e ter de me enfrentar. Mas depois, depois lembrei-me das palavras de incentivo que duas pessoas em especial me deram; de todo o tempo que desperdiçaram a ligar-me e a pedir-me para continuar forte e não parar de lutar. Lembrei-me de todas as vezes que chorei ao telefone e jurei que não conseguia mais e de todas essas vezes tive alguém do outro lado a dizer-me que conseguia, que precisavam de mim. Lembrei-me de tudo, de todos os pequenos e grandes momentos, das lágrimas às gargalhadas... e depois, depois apercebi-me que nunca agradeci directamente a essas duas pessoas por tudo o que fizeram por mim, por todas as palavras, por todas as vezes que ouvi um "tu consegues" e um "nós precisamos de ti". Foram as únicas que conseguiram lidar comigo e estiveram lá, bem firmes, apesar de eu sempre ter dito que iam acabar por partir como todas as outras partiram... porque é isso que as pessoas fazem, quando se veem perante um desafio baixam os braços e pensam "Não vale a pena." Mas eu, eu tive sorte, mais sorte do que possam imaginar, se não fossem estas duas pessoas de que falo muito provavelmente não estaria cá. Mas estou e é a elas que agradeço. E assim enviei-lhes uma mensagem a agradecer por tudo, ao fim de 4 anos, disse-lhes Obrigado por nunca terem quebrado a promessa que me fizeram e por continuarem sem a quebrar.

... e foi assim que o meu humor melhorou. Porque só quando paro e realmente olho para trás é que me apercebo que estou tão bem em comparação ao que estava.